decision

I have made a decision.

There are alot of things I'm confused and scared about, all the time, everyday.

I'm scared about making the wrong choices.
I'm scared that if I take Physio I will regret not taking Physics.
I'm scared that if I take Engineering I won't be able to cope.


But I realized that there are alot of ways to get to happily ever after.
I always thought there's just only one way.

seeing the future

sometimes, i wish i can see the future..
i'm not going into the seeing disaster and saving millions of life part..its too complicated

but i wish i could have saw simple things like whether the class is going to be canceled or not, or whether this school or college is good or bad..u know stuff like that

that way i don't have to rely on people telling(or not telling) me whether the class is canceled or not. that way i won't have to waste an hour waiting for the lecturer that won't show
that way i don't have to wake up early with a headache that's screaming for me to go back to sleep
that way i would have been able to book a ticket a day before since the lecturer won't be showing for the class
that way i won't have to be sitting here typing up this blog venting my feelings while i could have been fresh and studying as i would have slept until at least 9am

i mean, its not like i need the lecturers so much to be there for class
just don't schedule a class when you know you're gonna cancel it anyway

and i hope..that the tuition fees are not based on the number of classes planned
that way our tuition fees could at least be reduced to at least 3/4 of the amount

its that bad..

and what people say about time...they're right..
you can't buy(or pay) that

i just wanna say....after such a long post... that i'm very disappointed....and that....i hope there's a better place for me

ps, u dont have the right to screw me around like that