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how do you know when to hold on and when to let go?

to hold on what do you do when the other person doesn't care anymore?

to let go how do you know you wont regret?

what's become of us i don't know.

all i know is i miss those happy days that seem so long ago.

the days where we fight about silly stuff and make up within a day.

the days where we would do stupid stuff and laugh about it.

the days when all we think about is each other and the non stop texting.

where did they go?

who is to blame when these things happen? me? u?

and what do we do next?

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to my dear friend freddy,

although i can't even begin to understand the pain you're going through, my heart goes out to you.
although i cant reach you to talk to you, or lend you a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to hear your sorrows, i do hope the people who are close to you will be there to do all those for you.
never hesitate to ask, i'm always here for you. always have, always will.

take care ok?