i believe~

i believe in second chances

i believe in miracles

i believe in God

i believe tomorrow will be a better day.. or even if itss not, someday it will be

i believe in happy endings

i believe in silver linings

i believe in you and me

"faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

and i'm holding on to that faith

whalesssss

so sad
so disappointed
so angry
so frustrated


"The minke's back arches as gracefully as a dolphin's, but it is not about to make a free dive. Instead it is the last struggle of a whale on the end of a Japanese harpoon line...."
http://www.smh.com.au/articles/2008/02/07/1202234066496.html

hmm.....and i thought.....

i love you

i love you..

please show me you're worth it..

please show me every tear i shed for you is worth it..

and show me that I'm worth it too

which one is more valuable?

a snake or a human?

what if its a precious snake? like an anaconda?
Would you save a human life by killing the snake?
obviously the answer from most people would be saving the human.
But, what about the snake? Is it not a life as well? Is it less valuable? Just because it can't talk or have fancy weapons to defend itself? is it not one of God's creation as well. and there are people who claim they are protecting wildlife and whatever endangered species. But when faced with such a choice..which would it be?

ugh..moths!

i do not like moths.

although they are not very nice looking compared to butterflies....

I really have nothing against their appearance.

If they did not bug me so much i won't mind their annoyingness.
And even though I understand its what they do as bugs, its their nature to bug people. And i understand that they are very har workers, but i do hope they will just sometimes get lazy and sleep around all day and not flying around annoying innocent people minding their own business!

And as if that's not annoyi8ng enough, they always find a need to panic whenever they think ttthey aere under attack. I mean, puh-lease..who or what animal in the right mind would want to eat them. yuck! I don't know about you guys out there but i really just want them to get out and leave me in peace.

but noooo.. they just have to get all panicky and start trashing aorund like its gonna help in any way. yeesh! why can't they just calmly fly away like normal things do?

so yeah that's the reason i dislike moths. blah!

decision

I have made a decision.

There are alot of things I'm confused and scared about, all the time, everyday.

I'm scared about making the wrong choices.
I'm scared that if I take Physio I will regret not taking Physics.
I'm scared that if I take Engineering I won't be able to cope.


But I realized that there are alot of ways to get to happily ever after.
I always thought there's just only one way.

seeing the future

sometimes, i wish i can see the future..
i'm not going into the seeing disaster and saving millions of life part..its too complicated

but i wish i could have saw simple things like whether the class is going to be canceled or not, or whether this school or college is good or bad..u know stuff like that

that way i don't have to rely on people telling(or not telling) me whether the class is canceled or not. that way i won't have to waste an hour waiting for the lecturer that won't show
that way i don't have to wake up early with a headache that's screaming for me to go back to sleep
that way i would have been able to book a ticket a day before since the lecturer won't be showing for the class
that way i won't have to be sitting here typing up this blog venting my feelings while i could have been fresh and studying as i would have slept until at least 9am

i mean, its not like i need the lecturers so much to be there for class
just don't schedule a class when you know you're gonna cancel it anyway

and i hope..that the tuition fees are not based on the number of classes planned
that way our tuition fees could at least be reduced to at least 3/4 of the amount

its that bad..

and what people say about time...they're right..
you can't buy(or pay) that

i just wanna say....after such a long post... that i'm very disappointed....and that....i hope there's a better place for me

ps, u dont have the right to screw me around like that