forever and ever

nothing last forever..
except for memories...
don't forget..
but don't forget to make new ones..
when people are gone and things are lost..
memories become your greatest treasure

:(

"after awhile you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love, you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something, promises can be broken as quickly as they were made, and sometimes goodbyes really are forever "

-useless
-waste of space
-stupid
-pessimist
-a downer
-a bummer
-a waste

that's what i am

randooom

so my lecturer was like "this is so simple! you're supposed to learn this in Alevel or foundation. what have you been doing last year?!"

and he was like"anyone who can answer this will get bonus 2 mark in the finals!"
and i know he's thinking"heh heh heh!"

Liar

i'm a liar
i lied..
i lied that i'm fine when i'm not
i lied that i happy but i'm not
i lied that everything's fine when it's not
i lied..

random thoughts

hiding behind a mask for too long

acting too convincingly

so much so..that even i confuse myself

who am i really? i don't know..

what is happiness? its a feeling. I used to live it. And now, i can barely remember what's it really like.. after all, its been almost a year *emo*

have you ever wondered why only sad people get support and love and care?

what about happy people? No one ever asked "how are you feeling really?" or "how have you been?"

No one will ever look at a smiling cheerful person and think " i wonder if he/she is really happy?"

how strange..